I'm in a thinking mood today. I'm thinking of stuff to do.

It's raining outside, so I cant go skating. It's sunday so I cant go shopping. It's also 10 minutes after I flushed my risotto down the toilet and I won't try to eat anything for a while now, just to stay on the safe side. In fact, I refuse to go out just because I believe it's not worth it.

It's not that every waste of my time needs to be worth it, but I do believe that if you do something, you should do it because you enjoy it. I mostly don't go to bars to chat up women, I dont like smokers and I'm not a big drinker. There are ofcourse exceptions to every rule, so you could find me outside in a bar, having a pint and enjoying myself, but that's usually for old friends and not just anyone, or because I acctually want to go out and have a pint. Well, back on point...

I believe people are who they choose to be. I choose from now on to be outgoing, extremely spontaneous (well, I already think I am spontaneous, thus added 'extremely'), and basically beeing myself without thinking of the consequences and whatnot. If I want to do something, or think that something is cool, I'm going to do it! A friend asks me out for a party? Sure! Lets see how far I can go in changing the way I act, what I do, and what that gets me. Ofcourse doing that for a day or two is pointless, so I'm planning to do it for a while.

I'm going to go all the way here, meeting new friends, getting a girlfriend, going out on parties and travelling around where ever I want to. It might sound complicated, but the basics are I'm converting myself from an introverted person into an extroverted, an asocial to a social person, just to see if I can.

I used to be more outgoing back in the day. Ofcourse I'm only 23 and I sound old as fuck. I'm way more serious than my peers for years now, in fact I believe I was more serious than my peers at 11. A bit arrogant, I know. But I for one knew the difference between good and bad at that age and I beat up a friend who was trying to steal from a store because of it. My best friend. And I'm not talking bubble gum.

Of course I haven't a good idea on where to start beeing all like my peers, so Im probably going to drink myself stupid a few times and pick up some cute female hitchhikers. There can never be enough cute female hitchhikers.